Hi Tin,

I have never had much to do with a particular religion so I may not really know how you are feeling. However, the feeling of not knowing who you are and not feeling like you have a solid set of beliefs resonates with me alot. I felt like this a couple of years ago. I was lost, didn't know where my life was heading, didn't think I was good enough, same story as alot of people I suppose.

I am a couple of years down the track from when I started to really suffer from these feelings and I have to say that once you start to really focus on bettering yourself and letting yourself go through the motions of finding out who you want to be and why, you will feel that grey cloud lift and slowly but surely disappear. Just remember that you are allowed to customize your values and beliefs to suit you and if you are picking the right things for you it will lead to a very fulfilling and happy life. You will find so many new doorways and paths which you now see are open to you.

Search in google: "marc and angel, 14 rules for being you" (i couldn't post a link to it).

There are quite a few posts like this around the net and some really great books too. I think just gaining that perspective that YOU have so much more power than you realise, will let you open your mind to so many possibilities.