Sorry you're having a hard time, Eden. You are not alone; I, too, struggle with school. I have spent five years on a bachelor degree that should have only taken three years. I've been trying to complete my final year of uni for three years now, and it just seems so insurmountable at this point in time. I feel like no matter what I do, it will not be good enough, anyway, so why bother?
But then I think about how much time and money I've invested in this degree, and I somehow manage to continue. All we can do is try.
You can try. And that is good enough, for now.
Hang in there, fellow warrior!