I am struggling to move on. So many hurts that got focused inward. My husband is really trying to do well. I try to recover but the insides aren't keeping up. My daughter was off the chart upset with me in July. It made no sense really but sometimes she goes off on me. I fear I try too hard to be really nice. My tummy is in knots . I hurt but life goes on. I try but inside I am crying. My counselor will be in town this week and we will talk on Wednesday.