I'm not sure if I posted this in the right thread but I thought I would give it a try. I just turned 20 and for my entire life I've been the type of person who put homework, school, and studying above everything. I'm currently in a summer program to get ahead in college but for the past few days I've been feeling very overwhelmed. I have 2 weeks of school left, the last week being all of my exams, and this week I have 1 test. As soon as I was home alone, I just started crying and crying and crying. I just want to finish this semester and enjoy the 2 week break I get before starting again in the fall. I'm scared about the outcomes of the exams and I'm terrified of failing a course. My marks going into the exams are all 70+ so I have a pretty good cushion but I think I value grades more than my own life, as sad as that sounds.
Ive been seeing a therapist for a year now but she's been away for 2 weeks and I won't be seeing her for another 2 weeks. I just need some advice about dealing with this

Thank you!