Hi Lexy! I don't know what your job's about, but there's a very bad fit I had at my work that comes into my mind.
I went into the bathroom to have some time alone. I remembered I had downloaded a game onto my celphone, so I opened it...and the game was so beautiful to me, that I felt different, seriously...I felt something changed in my brain haha, like some part I haven't used in a while got stimulated (I was in a very deep deppression that lasted almost a year), it was something colorful and pretty, in the middle of my sad grey life. That contrast meant something to me.
So I used a widget on my computer, and I put a little window on my screen that can have anny image that I want, so I can see it, and it's always there (I can't even change my wallpaper at work). Sometimes it doesn't work (like today for me, cause it's a Monday), but I try to find something that'll get me through the day, something really dumb that I don't need but I want.*
I think when I leave from here I'll go get my favorite ice cream flavor, or I'll go buy a new bookmark (I've been doing that a lot...have tons), so I can look forward to that during today.
Hope to hear from you.
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