((((((((((((purplemoon)))))))))))))))

You did well leaving your T that message. I wouldn't have been able to do that - the post I made you responded to? Something that has never happened to me before. I think he might have done more work than me!

One thing that works for me to begin to open up is to write up journal entries and give it to my T's to read. It can sometimes help because then we get to talk about something that might hurt a little bit, but it helps overall. It's not easier than talking about 'little stuff', I do know that though!

Take a chance, I know you can do that. I believe you can do it. I hope he responds well to you and helps you out. It sounds like you really want it, but don't know where to start (that's normal as I see it)

Take care of yourself.