It has been years since I was a daily user. The past 2 years I would go 3 months.. 7 months.. 3 months... each time only slipping for a day or 2...

I know that this sounds like I am minimizing the harm of slipping but I also think it is absurd to pretend there isnt a difference between being homeless and using every single day to just using that one day and getting right back into recovery the next day.

I only manage to get back into recovery the next day because I live far away from old triggers and connections and have no method of getting heroin here, the closest place to get it mostly rips me off or gives me stuff of super low quality... so I end up traveling to my old war zone to get in. Then coming back.

Still, havent even made that trip in *checks phone* 351 days