(((((((((((((((((freewill)))))))))))))))))
i understand how you feel.

i feel i am also ready to end my relationship with my "supposed best friend" i just wonder why cant they just be here for us, and at least try to understand. i dont know the whole story behind your situation, but just wanted to let you know that you can talk to me about this if you want.
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Turn to me and have mercy on me, because I am lonely and hurting.
My troubles have grown larger; free me from my problems- Psalm 25:16-17