I bought my wedding dress yesterday.

I'm not getting married until March but my mom had been bothering me about it, saying it'll take a long time for me to find the right one. She was wrong, it took an hour.

I'm now a combination of excited and terrified, but not terrified in a bad way. I just feel that now this is real, my life is really going to change and it's going to be for the better. In a way I think I'm only afraid because I've never been really happy with my life before and I'm not sure how to deal with leaving my past behind. It's an odd feeling knowing that things are finally working out the way I want them to.