Well, I've officially moved back to my college town. I'm experiencing a lot of anxiety and anticipation of loneliness... I'm drinking lemon tea and listening to Christian music to help cope with it. I ordered a pizza and cheese sticks for dinner that will hopefully feed me for a few days. I'm excited for it to get here.

I am currently staying in a hotel suite, looking for permanent housing. I toured one potential apartment today. It was beautiful. On the 11th floor, looking out over the lake and the city. But there is no more parking available, and they need an answer concerning whether or not I'll take it by tomorrow, and...I don't feel ready to sign a lease yet. I want to see if I like my job first. My parents keep telling me that I can always quit and move back home if I don't like it and haven't signed a lease yet. As much as I hope I don't have to do that, it is nice to have the option. I'm proud that I drove all the way up here today. I'm doing pretty well, just so nervous.