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Old Aug 10, 2015, 07:06 PM
Takeshi Takeshi is offline
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Hi! I read your great post and also I read about hikikimori. You have an amazing story. I'd love to know more about a typical day for you and any dreams or thought you have or have had. I'm BP II so I get you a bit
Typical. I want tropical instead.. It's laundry day man, so boring. And think, how it's been done all these years since we started wearing, covering ourselves up with clothes, a piece of cloth, why? and you have a fun thing to think about all day.

In all seriousness, I thought I did okay during work day, but like I said, i knew that it was obvious even to myself that some of my mind was out there(double meaning here), damn,,doublethink, I didn't like that in the book, but I see how it can work for me for my survival. I also wanna find out more about the author, he put a few pages of explanation about newspeak and oldspeak at the end. It wasn't a good ending, I just wonder why put it there.

I was on a trip, metaphorically speaking, and I just got back. I'm still thinking, I know what you're asking, I just can't answer that right now, typical,,not about you, it's just sounds ugly to me, not a pretty word...

Come stay with me and you'll see.

'hikikomori', I'm a former one at that. But the saved ones, wherever they are, if they were molded by others to fit into society, and the support, or the persons/families with a good heart if I may add, if they also wanted to mold the 'afflicted', instead of seeing what they really are, instead of helping them help themselves....

I'm an outsider wherever I go. I'm wired differently. o really? No, that is not true, you make the connection on the spot

See? I can't even do this catch ball here, but you asked, i do okay, i been expressing myself more, been talking to more ppl, i jsut make faces, and it often saids taht im not understanding what you just said