You sound manic.

I've gone on rants like this thinking I was on to something. On to something big.. But, it wasn't real. Even if you are on to something, when do you stop? It will only lead to madness.

I would keep writing, it usually helps me vent.

I hate medication too. But, sometimes it is needed. Mania can be dangerous. I hope you find help



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