Bubbles get your eyes checked now if possible for a baseline. Plaquenil can mess with your eyes and after 13 years of being on it, it did just that to my eyes so I had to go off of it.

So get them checked and once it's in your system if you notice anything with your eyes contact your doctor ASAP.

Now Christina. You have had it hard lately and I am very sorry but ignoring your issues will not make them go away. Take it one day at a time. I have another friend with lupus who at least once a month believes the doctors have made a mistake and she does not have lupus. She has been doing this for years. It drives me nuts. But I still love and care for her just like you.

Now momma bear is going to let it drop for now. I don't have bipolar but I do have several AI's and a son with autism and mild retardation.

I can just tell you guys that if you need to vent then vent it's not whining it's good for you to get it off your chest.

Take care everyone. Bubbles if you have questions regardless if it's lupus or another AI just ask. I will be has honest has I can be. Unfortunately I have way to much experience with this.