From 13-18 everything was all good. Went to school, played sports, worked, had a gf. Then things got harder after 19. Everything got worse. I did manage to get my associate degree but have dropped out of college three times.

Everyone's different. Especially if you have bipolar 1. I think bipolar 2 is more manageable. I'm stable now. And have been for 10months. But I don't work, go to school, have gf. I have no stress. I'm on disability.

I often wonder what will happen when I do go back to work. Or try school again. Or have gf then have another bad break up.

I hate the word "normal". Achieving a normal life right now for me is impossible. I do have this vision that I can be happy and fulfilled. I don't care if it's normal or not. It doesn't matter.


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