Cake - got my results back and apparently I probably don't have lupus. But that's all I know. Not a definite and no comment on what else it could be, so for now I just take the plaquenil and have blood done again in three months and see how it is then.
Will look into whether I can get the eye check now.

I got a referral to a pain management program. I know it seems like a good thing but now that I've actually called them about it I'm panicking.

If I do get in it won't be for a while, but it's a three week residential program with physical therapists and psychologists and everything..lots of physical stuff.