Christina - I keep convincing myself that I have my BPD under control and that the pain isn't too bad and I could go back to work...then I remember that my BPD isn't as bad because I'm not working or around people and the pain and fatigue isn't as bad because I'm not working!

Cake- Thanks heaps by the way! I'm sorry you've had to deal with it all, from the little I know it sounds effing terrible.