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Originally Posted by Edgar's Mom
It sounds like you have a lot to deal with and you are having a hard time.... That sucks and I'm really sorry :-(
If your meds aren't working you need to see your pdoc and if you feel unstable, the sooner the better.
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I've thought about switching pdoc because my current one isn't very good. She's sweet, but disorganized.
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Originally Posted by Edgar's Mom
Do you have a therapist to talk to? It might help you to sort through some of the social stuff and the trauma from being bullied so badly.
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Yes, she's been on vacation though. I should be seeing her later this week.
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Originally Posted by Edgar's Mom
FWIW, I have bipolar II as well but I don't relate to much of what you describe...but everyone's different.
I have never experienced wanting to (or enjoying) hurting someone, or the extreme ambivalence about social stuff. I also don't feel detached in the way you describe. It sounds horrible for you :-(
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I don't see it that way. At least not now. I don't see what the big deal is in giving someone the cold shoulder so they can experience rejection. Some people need that in their lives. Plus, its a way to play the game of life. There's a lot of terrible people out there and you can't be a wimp - you gotta play the game.
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I do become somewhat antisocial when I'm depressed though and I withdraw from people. And of course I'm way more social when I'm up.
I really hope someone can offer you more I can.
This is a great group and there is a lot of collective knowledge here.
And stress and not taking meds can do all sorts of stuff...
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Thanks
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