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Originally Posted by SillyKitty
My pdoc told me through his receptionist that I need to go to therapy more frequently, and I was all,"uh huh" because I have a flighty therapist that I haven't seen since January. I quit making appts when I went inpatient, or right before, and she didn't miss me til June. I do want to get in with this other therapist. I'm more comfortable with male therapists because females intimidate me. He's very into holistic approach. Oils and stuff. Can you find anyone like that there? I think it'll be much more helpful than uh huh uh huh when do you want to make your next appt?
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I have no financial independence right now. I would have to ask my mother to pay for therapy if I went, and she has already made it clear that despite her making $160,000 per year plus having her husband's income to rely on, that she doesn't have anything leftover for me, that she has vacations she wants to go on instead. I explained this to my pdoc, and she suggested that I try to find a free Alcoholics Anonymous group. I was like wat. The whole conversation was so weird to me, I was having a hard time focusing, anyway. I'm of half the mind to just take the whole container of Olanzapine and call it a life, but then I know it would probably just put me in a temporary coma and cause me more problems.
I wish I could have a therapist and psychiatrist rolled into one. Like a psychiatrist I could actually talk with for more than 10 minutes. Therapists just want me to kumbaya myself, but psychiatrists don't have enough time to actually listen to what is going on. Gee wiz lol.