understand i'm fightin my own demons tonight. i'm in so much pain it truly hurts to sit and type this out. primary called, said the neuropathy has spread full body now. he's not quit sure where to turn next, ran the gamet so to speak. with the chronic pain and the bp, it's as u say here a toxic mix.
i'm not a punk quitter, no dear john here! tired of bein in the mix of all the pain and emotion of it all.

reachin for a a hand-hold, the rocks i'm on are slipping thru my fingers........