You are worth so, SO much more. I want to punch that guy in the face for what he's done.

Where are you now? Is there anyone with you or can you call a trusted friend or someone else like your therapist? You do need to look after the cuts - get them cleaned and possibly stitched (perhaps they will be able to bring the wounds together with steristrips?) so it does seem like you need to get yourself to hospital?

If there is nobody you want to call right now (I know it can be complex in times like this) it's evening time here in London and I have the night free, so if you want somebody to stay on the phone with you while you drive to the ER or whatnot, I can do that, if it would help at all.

You CAN get through this. You really can.