Dear T

So you called to ask me if I can come an hour later tomorrow. You double booked my time. First time that has happened. You said you called me first to ask. Why? Why me? Why do you call me first? Why not that other person? Because you know I don't have a life? Because you know I'll probably say yes? I think it's that. I'm ok with everthing. I never whine. I'm such a doormat.
I didn't say anything when you were a bit late last week, because of the client before me. And now you call me first. Me. You ask me to come in later. I feel I'm less important. I think every client you now have is new. You only started at that place a month ago. I'm a long time client. Is it that you want to make some sort of good impression on those newbies? And with me you can be ''easier''? You're a good T, but being a few minutes late and now this. I don't like it.
Why do I even bother going at all. It's not like life will ever get better for me.