You have an Ipad, I see. I'm just stating the fact that you do and I don't mean anything,,,a slight envy perhaps.. I have calmed down btw, safe landing, hmm,,guess I could try to make it safer on my own and that is what I'll be doing a little more.

This post and Chaoticinsanity's posts. They make me think that maybe, the real face to face support group thingy may be beneficial, and probably someone already shared the experiences here. Some things are not categorized for us who needs help. Just thinking out loud.

Christopher, your previous post, that reminds me of my question that I've had for a long time. I am forgetful, maybe it's just my thing, anyone's thing, but like in your case, BP1, you go through this huge/deep/whatever chaotic time and you cycle and so on. I just wonder how many percentage of folks such as yourself are sure of the period of episodes. Seems to me a lot. This is not really question, upto anyone to answer this. Thank you again Christopher, you too seems to have a good heart, I hope you keep finding a goodness inside of you.