I live at home with my parents and siblings and I live with bipolar and low self esteem.

It feels like I have tried a lot to make friends from clubs to online dating sites or online games, real world classes, you name it. I'm feeling especially low today so I sent the person who feels like my only support system (family member) a message saying I feel lonely and miserable.

I think they are dealing with their own stuff though because it has been hours and they haven't messaged me back. I feel somewhat selfish for always turning to them but they are my only support.

It is really hard trying to boost my self esteem too when I can't seem to make friends. That just makes me feel worse about myself. What is wrong with me?

I lose friends left and right too over garbage or reasons they don't say.

Idk what I'm doing wrong guys...

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