I'm going over and over something he's done that's upset me, thinking about the right way to say it to him that he'll really understand how I feel. I'm just constantly going back and forth getting upset then calming down about it. I talk to my friends about it sometimes to get advice and see if I'm just over reacting. It gets me into quite an anxious state really and all I can think about is talking to him about it.

I guess I also tend to jump to the worst conclusion on things and find it difficult to really believe them when they say otherwise. It's exhausting and hard to move forward in relationships when I'm always filled with doubt and questioning everything