I agree with what everyone else said. I say treat yourself to some pampering whether it's new clothes, shoes, etc. That makes me feel better sometimes.
And although it took me a little more time to gain the weight I know what you're going through. I eat too. I have gained 5 pounds in the last 3 weeks bringing me to almost 70 pounds total because I can't stop eating. What is worse, now I'm eating more sugary food when I'm sad or bored and so on.
I know I get down especially after an eating session.
If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me.

(((((hug))))
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