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Old Aug 11, 2015, 02:35 PM
Macd123 Macd123 is offline
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I'm ultra sensitive to these things. I guess it stems from always wanting things to be exactly as they should be. The problem is it always chews away at me to the point of paralysis because I just want it to be the way it was - and I know this isn't realistic but it doesn't seem to help. You know this person said some nice things to me in the past and I never really thanked them. I'm not good at getting close to people because of my own huge insecurities. I guess this is one of my greatest regrets is that I never achieved the amount of openness with people that I wanted - I've lost people because of this. I always felt different from most because I've always had my shield solidly up - this has made me a loner by default. Thanks.