I apparently started drinking last night and kept arguing with my boyfriend that I wasn't drunk and that I needed my anxiety medicine. Apparently I took 4 throughout the night. I'm so mad at myself. I don't have a doctor to refill them so I'm trying to conserve as much as I can.

I feel like total ****.

My boyfriends roommate was pissed off at us because we "trashed the apartment". It wasn't trashed. It was messy because we cooked things and stuff. Now I'm terrified of her going home. So now I'm just hiding in my boyfriends room.

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