saw my therapist. she said im in psychosis right now. i broke down and told her about not taking all my full haldol pills but lied and said ive only been not taking it fully for a month (its actually been several months). BUT ive been doing good.

i also told her my goal was to NOT be on medications for the rest of my life. she thanked me for being honest. she said she didnt lose trust in me. and she wasnt mad at me.

shes going to go in to my pdoc appt in two weeks and talk with her about tapering off meds.

idk how this will affect my SSDI tho...