went to work . on the the way to work i felt like **** and wanted to turn around. dont even know why bc it was just another day. anyway i got there and then i felt good. the manager told me that i have initiative and thats why they want me to be a bookkeeper. i felt good about that and i texted it to T and he said that i have come so far and he is proud of me. i am proud too, but i still dont wanna be a bookkeeper. she said i could do a half shift, like 11-5. ok, i can maybe see myself doing that, but i am just too ******* scared. thats the basics