Ellahmae i had to reply to ur comment coz i had a giggle when u said u liked it before when u were in the dark about it,, i felt the same! Its scary but the truth will set us free then we can be fully free to move forward. Im finding writings too with no questions even asked yet.. Im going to write a question now lol. And to reply to the original comment im finding the more i admit to myself the more im shown...im writing in journal every day trying to do at different times as well..but im finding myself looking over at a book (not my journal) with this feeling then i quickle look inside and sure enough another note.. It will happen slowly as ur ready is my guess that seems to me what is happening.