Riley I can feel that you are lonely as I am. I don't have many friends either but I just keep on going. Keeping busy distracts me at times but not when I feel anxious and sad. Sometimes I feel angry that I have this illness but I feel so lost right now. I cancelled my shift today to go see my therapist of 10 years. I have actually been in therapy with other people since 1982. I have had the works, hospitals, ECT did not work so I have tried to find solace in my faith. Life goes on no matter what. I hope every day you feel better.