numb =/= stable

Even if your pdocs says it over and over.

Normal people feel joy and emotions. Without them you are just surviving.

Maybe it's why I choose not to medicate my condition, because I am danger to myself in numb state. I get in the state of mind... described in book "Veronica decides to die". Kinda "eh, why not end it, it's never gonna be interesting anyways".
Depressed feelings are painful, but pain means you are still alive. And they might be often sign something is wrong. And the good feelings? What is life without them?

If you feel the same about war and kittens, death and music, Fukushima explosition and your grandchildren.... it's not stability. It's something that is alarmingly wrong.