I wrote a post yesterday that was a little one (I'm not sure but I think it may have been Molly... she named herself after the unsinkable Molly Brown) trying to translate what I wanted to say, i think.

Translation of translation:
It is very hard for me. Sometimes they write through me. I wait for them to talk... then they don't feel pushed.They say what they want then. Not dumb! Smart! Hurt!.💦.

Sometimes I write to them, rarely...lots of anxiety attacks when I think about writing them.
I have an alter that has been drawing through me off and on for years. I used to think it was "automatic drawing"... You know just resting your hand w/a pencil or something on a piece of paper and waiting. "Clara" showed me that it was her... not automatic drawing. Thank y'all for thanking me. I was so scared after "we" wrote that post. I didn't want to come back to the thread. 🔏.