ohhhh i see where i said ive been doing good but am in psychosis.

well @bluebird
the thing about that is like i said overall ive been doing good but right now im having psychotic symptoms. that whole paragraphs i wrote out before this was right. im just recapping right now. overall is the keyword. overall ive been doing well but right now im having psychotic symptoms. and kinda bad ones at that.

i talk less about my psychosis here nowadays. idk why. i guess i figure everyone thinks im doing well and has heard so much from me before.

i need to open up more about my psychosis here a bit more. i talk a lot about my anxiety...

well lately i havent been able to tell the dreamworld from reality...ugh sometimes i dont want to talk about it because it hurts deep down inside and i just want to throw it to the back of my mind and move on. but yea i goto sleep and wake up and cant tell my dreams from the real world. they mesh.