It's obvious your weekend party flung you right into this mess.

If your only on Lamictal well that might not be enough as its really only helpful for the depressive end of Bipolar. Prozac can be activating for some people.

Of course you need to be honest with your Pdoc and T . They can only help you if your honest. You are investing money into helping yourself and finding stability.

Why not for the time being stop the drinking and follow a pretty strict schedule for sleep ,exercise and whatnot. If you level out and are stable for a few months then have a drink or 2 and see how you react.

It is almost impossible to find stability in Bipolar if someone is drinking or a weekend partier.

You are pretty angry at your treatment team.. It's common to be angry about having Bipolar or any illness to be honest.. Are you maybe mad that your facing the need to make lifestyle changes to help yourself find stability?

If your unhappy with your treatment team can you find new providers?

You can already see your in a unhealthy pattern. Wash rinse repeat.. All the medication in the world can't change unhealthy activities into healthy ones.