Thank you. I'll keep you guys updated. I found one and I'm trying to submit an online form and it asks me to describe how it's affected me and what I want done about it. I don't know what to say. I feel like I'm just whining everything I try to write and I feel stupid so I erase it.

My online best friend and ex online best friend both tell me I would be being mean and that I shouldn't bother going through all of this trouble. They don't seem to understand how I can literally die if I can't find a refill in time. The withdrawals feel so horrible. I don't want to go through hell again. It's rare to die from a seizure itself but my last one, I almost slammed my head into a sharp conceit edge. I apparently barely missed it. Dead weight slamming your head on a sharp ledge could have been horrible. I've been wearing my medical usb drive in case I have a seizure in public, the paramedics would have all of my information.

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