I'm having a minor panic attack about the lack of money I have... I'm a few thousand dollars in debt from being unemployed for most of the past couple years and I don't think I'm ever going to be able to pay all of it off. I just feel like I'm trapped and there's nothing I can do about it. I could ask my fiance for money, but I feel so bad every time I do... He already pays our rent himself because I can't afford it and I feel like asking for more is unfair with how hard he works to make sure we have money.

I started a new job a month an a half ago, but I'm only getting 16 hours a week at most. And I only made $500 last month, as in, the ENTIRE month. I've tried applying to other jobs and haven't heard anything back. Which could ether mean I've been denied, or the place is just taking way too long which is common for here...

I'm getting desperate, but I know there's nothing I can do but try to remain calm and wait... It sucks. I hate waiting when I'm stressed like this. I wish I could switch my brain off for once and relax...