I think you should take it one day at a time. See how you feel as time passes. Not necessarily saying, oh I will cancel in 2 weeks, etc. wait until the time comes, then cancel. Or not, based on how you are feeling then.

Give yourself some flexibility. You may change your mind. Or not.

You don't have to decide what you are going to do then NOW.

It's fine to think about it, play with the thoughts, but the time will come and THEN you will know what to do.

That makes sense, right?