I've been seeing my therapist for over 2 years. We have a good relationship. Due to my history of childhood sexual abuse, and some other issues I tend to be guarded. Recently I've been slowly letting my guard down while with my T. I even came close to shedding some tears, it was very emotional. My T told me that I was very connected to my feelings during that experience. So during my session last night I asked my T if she felt connected to me, she replied "no, not very often". I was caught off guard and replied "really!?!" Having spent the day processing this I find myself understanding why she might feel that way then in the next minute feeling let down. I've emailed her and she said to try not to feel judged by it because it wasn't intended to be judgmental. .but dang it makes me feel bad...