Thank you, Sky. I think you have given me some good advice. I am so tired of flip flopping back forth in my faith and what I believe. And I do have a really good church, there would be no harm in sticking with it. I guess I just want to be able to still incorporate some elements of Buddhism and Eastern belief into my daily life. There is some of it that I have always believed in, even while I have been in the throes of Christianity. Meditation and some of the ideas about alternative medicine, such as energy, Chi, and Feng Shui will always appeal to me. I just have to find some way of incorporating all this together. Does anyone else do this type of thing? What I mean is, are there other people in this community who consider themselves Christian, even go to church, but also believe in some other things that most Christians don't, or am I alone in this way of life?