I still miss those I knew in the past. Theres been no closure for me yet, but I always leave abruptly. Still picking up the pieces, of what broke, but the hole they leave after gone, has yet to be filled. Maybe one day, find others, find realization, to fill the gaps they once secured? Maybe you can yet keep in touch with them? Or is contact impossible over such time and distance?

Hope you get to feeling better.
(((((( Jacq10 ))))))