Hello everyone I'm back again. Part of me feels toxic here for only asking repetitively for advice without giving back but I'm here again.
College is rolling by again and with that came a large bill. A little over 2k gone has left me with what i can only describe as buyers remorse from something i know i need. Its also left me very stringent on what money i have left to the point of forgoing food to save a few dollars. I'm not desperate on money currently however i still feel like i need some extra cash if anything were to happen. This has been going on for the last week while working full time as a delivery driver.

I've also been dealing with my lack of feelings maybe I'm just dropping the last few emotions as I'm no longer "sad" just existing with emptiness i wish i could just cry as i gave that up a long time ago and only every so often do i actually get angry anymore. I don't know if this is actually better though or just me losing subconscious hope.

Well this has turned partly into a rant :/ I'm not even sure if i know what i need...

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