thank you so much

((((maven)))))))

(((((((Tranquility)))))))

((((((Sidony))))))

once i woke up this morning i remembered that i wrote this and was so terrified to get back online and see what people would say to me...but you guys really made it alot nicer when you replyed to me...i appreciate that

Maven....your have a point ...maybe i should try something things that women have made for women....alot of other porn is also triggering because it is based around men (and i feel like its there to make men feel good even though women do get pleasure from it as well)

Tranquility- Your right i have no self essteem...at all in fact....and i tend to do alot of self destructive things to myself...and i tend to particpate in things that would punish me and or make me feel bad.....i know this might not make sense...but that is the best way i can say it without getting too direct about it...

Sidony- Your right ...i think i should look at stories more than pictures (if i ever get up the courage to actually get some) Thank you for sharing with me that otherse can be aroused by things even though they dont want to be aroused....i guess i cant make the difference between wanting and responding....i thought if my body responded then i must have wanted it....but its just my body responding....

thank you again all of you guys...i appreciate all your help and your responses....and all three of you said that i shouldnt be ashamed and im just human...and its what humans do....enjoy things....lol or are sidony said it...humans enjoy sex.....thank you again guys...maybe i wont be so hard on myself...i guess i need someone give me permission to let me give myself some slack once in a while...thanks guys....
love,
inny