I do think about that and it makes me more stressed I thint I will be doing what jakieluna suggested. I have a lot of unresolved issues I think i need to deal with before I put more pressure on myself work wise.love joy I have tried this approach for three years I went to work got up and went in with like two hours sleep. Eventually I broke down. I had panic attacks every day at work and I was an emotional wreck. It's important to be able to go to work I agree. But what employer wants someone who can't concentrate and can't cope. You can go but if you can't be productive you are more of a hinderance.