Our emotional connection turned out to be stronger than my attempts to look for red flags where there are none ( at this point). Yes they turned out to be superficial, that's why I stopped nitpicking. I subconsciously looked for things to be able to distance myself. I picked up fights so he'd run.

I know what I did. Not the first time. Our connection makes it possible to discuss theses things and he is too in love with me to run. I wanted him to run. It is complicated with me and relationships. That's why I am in therapy. So is he

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