I was at the beach today and a mom and her small daughter, about 1plus year old were walking from the car to the beach. The mom had her daughter dressed nice with colorful clothes and was holding her tight. She was telling her that she loved going to go to the beach with her. I don't ever remember my mom telling that she loved going anywhere with me. When I heard it I smiled than felt just a little pain inside. I would really like to let the pain go. Just be able to appreciate that moment. Maybe I am just feeling a little lonely.