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Originally Posted by newday7121
Hello, I'm new on this particular site. I was just wondering if anyone can shed light for me on integration. Is it that the thousands of question will create questions inside that makes it scary? For instance, will all inner communication cease, no loss time, being aware of all traumatic /memories from the gaps throughout my life, no switching, getting use to not hearing the communication less anxiety etc. WHat happens with the other diagnoses ptsd, depression, and anxiety ? How close would a person be compared to a Singleton that is intregrated? I'm sorry, if my post is silly.
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Im really new to all of this- I have no idea whats going on inside me, or how many parts I have or anything like that. But looking back, I am pretty sure a very big part of me integrated 18 years ago. She was amazing, and I loved her so much. I feel like she's still in me - but she's a part of all of me. Its like, she used to be concentrate, and now she's dilute. I miss being able to call on her whenever I need - she was a big personality and I miss her. But I also feel like I am her, in a lesser form. Right up until the realisation that my experience with her was integration, I was scared and confused about the thought of integration. Now I realise I already know what its like, I see its actually quite lovely, and Im looking forward to trying to achieve more of this.