I feel the same as you...because my mania ruins my life and I don't know it even does until I come back down from it..

I'm on lithium, risperdal, prozac, Buspar, adderall, and lamictal...
My fear is what if....what if I lose my free insurance, or the meds stop working...I will lose myself and the loss of reality around me...

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