OMG! OMG!
I think my mother has finally lost her mind and this time she seems to have me as the target of her anger and confusion. I really do not care to nor want to repeat a past I have worked so hard to recover from.... I think a relationship is going to have to be lost here, for she has finally lost the last two cracked marbles she had left.
She has gone off her rocker and she is accusing me of things I NEVER did (even in my worst of times mentally) - and I personally think she has transferred her resentment and anger toward one of my older sister onto me for some reason..... for the things she is saying toward me are things she has talked to me about concerning my sister. Go Figure?
... and I was the last child to have stood by her and cont' to give her unconditional love - even with my past of being sexually abused and her not really protecting me over him - the man.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr - I am so made and I know HELL will now follow, per her doings.
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