im feelin pretty bad right now. i havent been able to sleep for the past week-im going away to weight-loss camp for a month. while most people would be happy and excited for such an oppurtunity, i certainly am not. i am scared. i am so damn scared. i guess i am looking forward to losing some weight, i dont know if i can handle being away from my T for that long. during the past few weeks, ive opened up to T, completely exposing myself for the first time to anyone. i am going away at such a bad time, i really am freaking out right now. ive never been away from home for any period of time, i dont know how im going to handle it. sorry if im completely *****ing, this forum is the only place i have right now. thank you all for reading. sorry if this post doesnt really make sense, im running on empty.

hope everyone is well.
mel